long time no see

wow ... such a long time since i've logged in this page >.<

well it's only two weeks more for me to finish my diplome in hospitality management and after this i means i will have to start working :) i think that i will enjoy working i hope so >.<>

its such a scay thought thinking that we will be goin out there alone into such a big world and challenging all the people out there. i wanna tell myself that everything will be ok and i really hope that i can survive in the real world. that would mean that there is no more playing a full or time to spend with friends and also family. well if there is any time left of i would prefer to spend it with my friends and weekends would be for family :)

starting to work means being an adult and that also means its time to start thinking about the future like having a family and stuff like that. this is the scary part. more question will pop out and that means more stress 0.0 i mean just think about it. you have to think about money and also making sure that you can work in the company for a long time with high salary and hoping that it will keep increasing. then there is the economy to worry about. besides all the money matter, there is also the special ones to worry about wondering if he is the one and stuff like that.

i may seem a little early but trust me time just fly by REALLy quickly. it feels like it was just yesterday that i finished high school and entered college but now i am almost done with college and goin into the working industry. but there is really something i can do. holidaying with my friends :) because after that i am not sure how often we will meet. although we stay in the same neighbourhood but i dun think that we will have time to go out and have fun like we always do. because there will be alot of other commitment that we have :(

i just really hope that things will still be the same even when we have started working :) i do plan to continue studying for my degree or mayb masters :) that is with my friends and also in the same college taking the same course :) that would make us feel like goin back to high school :)

i guess that is all for now cause i have not started on my assginment and i pnly have 2 more weeks to finish all my assignments that the lecturer throw to us last minute >=/ YES that is what they always do .... HMMMM