girl on the move

long time no see

2010-07-31T11:44:00.002+08:00

wow ... such a long time since i've logged in this page >.<

well it's only two weeks more for me to finish my diplome in hospitality management and after this i means i will have to start working :) i think that i will enjoy working i hope so >.<>

its such a scay thought thinking that we will be goin out there alone into such a big world and challenging all the people out there. i wanna tell myself that everything will be ok and i really hope that i can survive in the real world. that would mean that there is no more playing a full or time to spend with friends and also family. well if there is any time left of i would prefer to spend it with my friends and weekends would be for family :)

starting to work means being an adult and that also means its time to start thinking about the future like having a family and stuff like that. this is the scary part. more question will pop out and that means more stress 0.0 i mean just think about it. you have to think about money and also making sure that you can work in the company for a long time with high salary and hoping that it will keep increasing. then there is the economy to worry about. besides all the money matter, there is also the special ones to worry about wondering if he is the one and stuff like that.

i may seem a little early but trust me time just fly by REALLy quickly. it feels like it was just yesterday that i finished high school and entered college but now i am almost done with college and goin into the working industry. but there is really something i can do. holidaying with my friends :) because after that i am not sure how often we will meet. although we stay in the same neighbourhood but i dun think that we will have time to go out and have fun like we always do. because there will be alot of other commitment that we have :(

i just really hope that things will still be the same even when we have started working :) i do plan to continue studying for my degree or mayb masters :) that is with my friends and also in the same college taking the same course :) that would make us feel like goin back to high school :)

i guess that is all for now cause i have not started on my assginment and i pnly have 2 more weeks to finish all my assignments that the lecturer throw to us last minute >=/ YES that is what they always do .... HMMMM

month of may

2010-05-09T14:26:00.002+08:00

after so long i finally remembered that i had a blog >.> actually its cause i dun know what to blog about. everything is already mentioned on facebook and twitter :)

anyway another one more week of holiday then its back to genting and limited internet and also limited kk's friend's laughter. i;m surely goin to miss that since i;m like 1 hr 30 mins away from them :(

well i guess we can spend every weekend together if my parents will allow me to go out that is =.=" but then again i;m already old enough to be goin out with my friends hmmm...

cant wait for the glee project that we are on too now. i hope it will be a success and make us famous on youtube. it would be amazing if we ger featured video. just imagine all of us working in the same industry. u know what industry i'm talking about. still dun know??? THE MUSIC INDUSTRY !!! now u get it??

crossing my fingers and praying hard that this time this project will work out great and our video will be featured on youtube..

ok goin back to watching movies again. update again later :)

kallistar out

when will the end be?

2010-04-12T17:45:00.004+08:00

i feel like a tree
no matter how high i try to grow
there is always someone there trying to cut me down

my life is like a broken road
the road that i choose will always have an unexpected end
its like a bridge that is not finished

what is the point of building something that i cannot finish?
what is the point of growing so tall when there is no way to reach the top??
although many will say that if you dun get up the first time keep trying
you maybe able to get up the 100th time

but i ask,
what if no matter how many times i try to get up i still cant?
what if i fell like someone is trying really hard to not let me stand?
how do i make that person disappear?

i'm scare of facing the world alone
i'm scare of knowing where i would be
i'm scare that i will not make it
i'm scare that i will regret
i'm scare, really scare

i just want to do something that i like for once in my life
not what people expect me to do or be
i want to follow my heart and see where i can be
not listen to what people are ordering me to do or be
i want to live the life that i want
so i know that i have live my life to the fullest and wont regret it

would You help me?
would You guide me?
would You show me?

when will the end be?
so i can grow as high as possible
finish the bridge i always wanted to build
live the life i want so i wont regret

kallistarson

~I LOVE YOU ~

2010-03-07T23:23:00.002+08:00

yes I LOVE YOU. my parents for 22 years. i have never been so proud and lucky to have a parents like them. i know i have been complaining about them and also angry with them. but then they are something the coolest parents ever. if you wanna know why all of the change so sudden. well let me tell you.

last wed i was out drinking with a bunch of them. cause i was hungry and also tired i kinda got drunk and i din know. hey that was the first time i got drunk how was i suppose to know what it feels like?? anyway that is not the main point. so after being all drunk one of them sent me back with their car and i was safely home. and NOTHING happened.

so the main purpose of this blog is that i wanna thank my parents for understanding me and always being there for me. yes i may have time wish that i was not staying with them or also think that they are berat sebelah. but then there is some times that i really admire them. for example when i told them about me getting drunk and they was telling me to be careful and how it is ok to get drunk at home and not outside.

and i also wanna thank raymond for making my day when i am feeling down. now i know who i can trun to when i am feeling down. raymond you really made my day. and also thanks for the advise. so in return here is something. dun get fired, QUIT i know that you can find a better job that this.

i think the new tagline for kk-ians should be "we are there for each other" cause that is what we always do ^.^
time to sleep now. night night

kallistar out

hurricane of feelings

2010-03-05T23:13:00.002+08:00

i feel like i'm falling and i cant stand on my own anymore. will you help me up?

i cannot take all the stress and the problems and everything that i have on my shoulders. it is just to much. i wanna scream out loud. now i know what god feels like when HE was carrying the world and also all the sins that human race have done. i feel like i give people the feeling that i will be good in everything that i do and also make people put high hopes on me. but when i fall or do something wrong, all they do is say " i never thought that you will do something like this". but did they ever just stop a second and say "here let me help you up. you must be really tired"

i have 3 assignments waiting and also law midterm in two weeks. i have no idea how i am goin to make sure that i will finish everything with what the lecturer expects from me. cause i know that i will surely here something like "i thought you will be better than this" or "if you tried harder you would have gotten higher marks". on thursday i was really tired but i attended class. and i was just lying down on the chair not even one second and the lecturer was "oh kelly is fallling". no matter what i do people just keep watching. will you give me break?

sometimes i just wanna scream my lungs out hoping that all the problems will just fly away with my scream. but then in reality i know the problems will stay inside of you no matter how loud you scream. each time i try my best to make sure whatever i do pleases everyone. but what if that is all that i can do? cant you just for once say "you did your best" and make me feel good about myself? i still remember when i was studying music back in primary school. i got the 98% for my exam and people was saying "if you just got this part correct you would have full marks". i was still 12 at that time. most of the kids would be happy skipping around with that result. but because of that one sentence i was thinking to myself why din i get full marks.

cant you see what you r doing to me? all the stress and also hopes makes me feel bad about myself. it is impossible for me to be good at everything.

i need a LONNNNNGGGGG break from this
kallistar out

i've learnt my lesson

2010-03-02T23:06:00.002+08:00

i have remind myself many time not to choose the people that wont help me with my assignment. BUT do i listen to myself? NO~ well that is why i got into this sh*t. how in the world did i end up with this group. everytime there is an assignment, i will have to do everything myself and they just sit there chitchatting.

lucky i have two of my friends that would help me out even if they dun know what exactly the assignment is about. thank god i know what the lecturer is teaching if not i also will end up like them. since i have one more assignment that will give me another chance to choose my group mate properly.

oopppssss. reminding myself again do no complaint about others and try to do better ^.^ now there is the positive attitude. ok i guess i have to go back to revising my account 0_0 another test for this week. i hope that i will remember all the formula and i will be able to do the account >.> which i greatly doubt. aih this is why i dun like numbers and hate maths. what does maths give people? PROBLEMS !!!! nothing personal but i oredi have enough problems now that i dun need maths problems =.="

okok back to my account
kallistar out

L.E.N.T

2010-02-28T12:40:00.002+08:00

i was reading michelle's latest post and i think that what she wrote was right. sometimes we have to forgive when people hurt us. it got me thinkin about my last post. if nothing is goin to change why stay in the same place for so long? why not just move on with something else in my mind??

this is what i got from michelle's blog
L = leave
E= every
N = negative
T = thing

mayb its not such a bad thing to start right now? there is many things in life that we can enjoy and it does not have to always be with the person that hurt us. it can be the person that brings laughter and smiles in your life.

need to get back to my assignment
kallistar out

when will it be?

2010-02-24T23:04:00.004+08:00

have you had this feeling that you are done with everything you are doin now. that you want another life that you wish you could have a different life? well that is certainly what nobody can get no matter how rich one is.

i have always been the elders in the family. which means i have a responsibility. i have always wanted to know how it feels like to have a elder sister or brother who takes care of me. i try my very best with everything that i have to do. making sure that i dun push the wrong button and also making sure that i take care of my sisters properly. i know that it is my responsibility as the elders in the house but then i am also sure that even younger sisters have responsibility right? but everytime that i try to make things right it will always be my fault.

i have always give everything without asking anything in return. i have always been on my own since i was in primary school. i remember doing bad things in school to just get my parents attention. but even that wont work. ever since i started school, my parents has always make me be as good as my sisters. i admit that i may not be that bright. but then i have things that i can be proud about. when i started learning piano the only thing that i love. my mum had to put my sister for piano classes also. that made me feel like i dun have anything special about me. and she started getting better results than i did my mum did the same thing. saying that how come my sister is better than when i was interested in music. that is because i thought that music was something special that only me in the family was interested in.

then she made us go for aritmatic. something which i hated the most. i had to do books and books of maths. i did tell her tat i diin like the class. but like she would listen. until i started purposely failing in my exam and refuse to resit the papers. just imagine a class of students that is younger than you. and since i hated it i din care much about wat ever that happens in the class. and everytime they would have quiz and i would be the last.

when i started coll, she kept saying tat i was not hardworking enough to study law. the one thing that i was interested ever since i started high school. i use to watch dramas and movie about lawyers and always wanted to be one. but when i told my parents about it, they gave me a negative response. that made me stuck in here studying hotel management which i forced myself to like just to please them.

i know tat i am the elders and that i have to give more than taking. but then can you atleast tell me a time when i eill finally get something. i always try to make my parents proud. in primary school i join sports to let them see how good i was, but then they din cared. in high school i join any competition to let them know i was good in something. but they never cared. then in coll, i made sure tat i was choosen to join the world record. even that din get their attention. and recently when i was goin for my training, i tried my best to make sure that i got into hilton for my intership. and when i finally got in, they just told me to make sure that i work properly.
i make sure that i really score in my exams without getting anyting lower than B. i was in the front page of all major papers in malaysia but that din get your attention. but when my sister was in the news paper and not the front page you bought the paper purposely to keep it and told everyone about it.

what do i have to do to make you see what i have done??? i have done everything i can think off. when my friends was happy that i got in hilton for my intership you were busy making dinner preparation. when i was breaking the world record you were busy advising other people about which college to go to. when i was over joyed about winning a competition you were busy telling my sister what club to join. sometimes i wonder if whatever that i do was good enough for you. how come i get the world's attention but not you? when i told you about my video and how the world loved it. all you could say was "oh" while all my friends were congratulating me and asking me to keep up my good work.

can someone tell me when will it finally be my time to receive? atleast i would know. or mayb i will just have to give for this lifetime. can someone tell me?

kallistar out

marketing test

2010-02-23T18:03:00.004+08:00

so~ CNY is not really over yet since there is still a few more days. so that means that even if you have test or assignment or anything that is due after the week you enjoy to the max there is no way that it will be done. since my marketing lecturer is a chinese, i thought that she would understand that since it was CNY last week that means she would not give us test on the first day that we come back.

so we tried to postpone the test to next week. but then she asked a stupid question. first she asked who is ready for the test? the result? 3 ppl is. then she asked who is not ready for the test? the result? most of the ppl in the class. then i thought it was over that she would cancel the test. she came out with another question. who is ready to take the test today? i went --> 0_o? i thought it was over? after everything she decided that we should take the test =.="

so we took the test in the auditorium. and she was explaining the about the test paper. then it went to teaching us how to answer the question. FINALLY she keep quite for us to actually do our test. then there was no electricity. since we could not see anything she change the venue to the class room. she collected all our test paper. that is like wasting time. why not just let us take our paper to the class so we can continue doin the test. time was wasted there. then back at the class she started calling out names to give us back our test paper. that is wasting more time =.="

then i thought there would be peace. but i was VERY wrong. she keeps walking around making footsteps noises. and mind you the floor is carpeted. is that how you spell it? moving on, she then said she had an announcement and went she made the announcement i wanted to throw the pen at her. i should have done that since she was standing so near me. two of my friends think i should have just throw it at her. you must be thinking why i wanted to do that well let me tell you her annoucement. "class i have an annoucement. anyone of you know anybody who wants to rent room i have an extra room or anyone have an empty room pls inform me i would like move."

she was talking for the whole 2 hours that we were doing the test. i should have asked her which part of test didn't she understand since she was the one insisting on giving us the test on that day itself. oh not only that when i went into the class i got shocked. she was wearing a brown blouse and a brown skirt. total fashion disaster. its like what a mother would buy for small kid. no offence to all the kids in the world but this lady is big enough to buy her own clothes.

i got the feeling that she is goin to be on MC for next week's class. now the real question to go back or not on sunday? pls help me out by voting to go back or not on sunday.

back to watching my show
kallistar out

CNY 2010

2010-02-20T15:46:00.002+08:00

this year CNY cannot be consider as a new year because there was no mood of celebrating the festival. well at least this year there is still some visiting and angpows. that is the most important thing right? anyway the first day was OK ... nothing much. yesterday there was house to house visiting with the kk-ians

we went from alvina's --> ewen's --> mine's --> michelle 's --> jj's --> and --> rin's

we watched dorian gray. there is a story line but then the show is quite dissapointing. i mean its kinda jumpy that there is no timeline for the show. and its kinda like porn in a way. after the movie we decided to play "turtle". shall i tell you that this game should have a warning. the game goes like this. there would be one card without a pair. which is usually the ACE card. whoever that has this card in the end of the game will be crown the LOSSER. anyone with a weak heart can have heart attack. after the round has finish, you can feel yourself sweating and relief that everything is over.

so at last YES me with the weakest heart was one of the losers along with vincent and also david. and we were suppose to dance ring ding dong as punishment. after tat vincent came out with another game called "bang bang bang" yes even the name of the game sounds wrong. well the purpose of this game is to revenge us cause he lost. well vincent i guess your plan din work did it???

anyway we then had photo session before heading back home. and at night there was conference call with michelle, sumie and also me ^.^ we are on it now also :)

back to revising
kallistar out

chinese new year reunion

2010-02-14T01:33:00.002+08:00

since i'm still wide a wake so i thought i might as well just blog about this. yes its chinese new year 1st day like seriously in the morning. i cant sleep cause of the fire crackers that is bursting everywhere. so i thought i would post about our kk-ians meeting that we had on fri.

so we were suppose to meet up at this place called bread basket. but when we arrived there, the place was close. hmmm. so we decided that we would change our location to pizza hut. yes there is a pizza hut at our very own kota kemuning neighbourhood. we went there and told them that there were about 10 of us. and guess what they gave us the table that is at the front door =.=" well i guess they dun know about us yet.

one thing that you should know about us is that we are noisy. if you think you can stand noisy then you got it wrong. everywhere that we go, we will get attention noisy. like seriously. so~ as usually we were the loudest in the restaurant and everyone was looking at us. the only time that we were quiet was when the plates fell. there was like a few minute silence and then we were back in business HAHA.

so after that we decided to go to carefour. yes we have carefour that was newly open about a week ago. we went there and cause sound polution again and not to mention that since we were the loudest were we also the center of attention. but i think its because we were all standing at the woman's department. i think you get what i mean. ^.^
we got props for your video and vincent got some food. why u ask? cause he missed makan session with us =.="

anyway us being us there has to be some commotion. since vincent was lining up and he was at this counter where only 10 items are allowed. in other words the express counter. we gave him everything and waited for him at the "finish line" welll me and sumie companied him talking crap. now why did i say commotion? cause we cut line. he was oredi in the line and we just pass him the things to pay for. OH~ we even gave him money :) everyone in the line was looking at us and laughing i would wanna say with us but according to sumie they were laughing at us >.<

after that we went back to eric's house. our normal hang out spot. we decided to make the video there. we kept singing and din realise the time. we had so much songs in mind but at last we choose the theme song by FRIENDS. pls tell me you know the song??? well if you dun know then i must say that you are lucky the video is posted on youtube. so just click the link below and it will direct you straight to the video that we help produce ^.^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSwfuk1y0S0&feature=sub

dun forget to post some nice comment for the video. well i'm happy that our day is productive and we spend time laughing and singing and talking about everything like we used to during high school.

so wishing all of you out there happy chinese new year and happy valentine's day. and for you singles out there, dun be sad cause i believe there is always someone out there for you ^.^ cheers

i need to sleep
kallistar out

for the one that matters

2010-02-08T12:52:00.005+08:00

why i am posting this now is because i know that when i go back to kk this wednesday i wont have time. why is that so? because i will be outing with mah friends ^.^ and there is only less than a week left to finish up all our meetings before someone leaves us.

after reading shirin's post, i never thought the rest of kk-ians also felt the same way that i felt. i felt like i found a new family where i am living now. that is besides my biological family of course. i still remember when i first changed school. i was immune to the feeling of meeting new people cause i have been changing school since primary. so it was nothing new to me. but i never knew that i would actually find friends like my kk-ians friends.

it's been 7 years now and of course as years pass by, people change and move on. but then althought some of us has been overseas for about two years, we are still the same person we were in high school. its sad to see everyone leaving from the place that we "grew" up together. it is amazing how we were are gathered in this place.

but i believe that no matter how far we go or how far we stay from each other we will still have something special. thinking back all those old days where we had fun everyday laughing i can still remember the only reason why i would anticipate to go to school. now i would anticipate for the day where i would go back to kk to meet up with the kk-ians ^.^

so eric you know that i will

miss bickering with you.

miss you driving us around.

miss how i can talk anything with you,
miss calling you knowing that you will always be at home.

miss how we know what each other is thinking.

miss you correcting me in everything that i say.

basically i will miss you

i wish you all the best in australia and good luck in whatever that you do. and i know that you know that everyone knows that we will be there for each other ^.^

now we have one less place to hang out and one less person to drive us around. what is goin to happen to this year CNY oh noooo~

i have to get to class. having test @_@

kallistar out

replacement classes 0_0

2010-02-03T18:48:00.002+08:00

speaking of replacement classes, i just remembered my english lecturer has been on MC for two weeks now. that means there is another two replacement classes. ok that is not the main point here.

next. it is about my marketing lecturer and no matter how much we try there is no use. she just dun know that we dun actually enjoy her class. she drags all her classes to the maximum time that she can. i'm not kidding she will try her best to make the class as long as possible. and today she started lecturing us about how we must speak out. then when she ask us understand? no one replied her. i was the only one that crack a smile while the rest of the class had no clue what was goin on.

next. and her english i know i have told u guys this but forgive me. i cant really understand her english at all. she tries her best to not follow the slide word by word. but when she does that her grammer just goes all over the place. her english is like "your revenue become decline" or pronounce demise as dismiss. oh she even thinks alteration is a bombastic word. she replaces change with alteration =.="

next. she makes us write notes when it is already on the printed notes. mind you the notes that we printed ourself =$. and she gives us this lecture about how writing can make us remember more. the rest of the class was like writing to what she was saying. i mean u can just highlight all the points that she say what is the point of wasting paper? then she asked a guy "why r u not writing?" so that guy said that he finish writing what she told. and she din believe him she went to check and replied "GOOOOODDDD!" and i went --> =.=" AGAIN~ !!!. next. today we learned about product life cycle and it is like repeatation of last semester. in her notes she eleborate each points with 10 slides. i have no idea where she finds those words to touture us =.=" she used 3 hours just teaching about PLC .

next. you realise that i keep saying next ? yeap~ that is her FAVORITE word. she keeps saying next next next like where is the next? we are still in the same friggin page >.> then she finished her sentences with understand? with a high voice. know what? yes i UNDERSTAND and u can go to your NEXT point!

seriously i cant stand this anymore. and nobody in the class thinks she is lame. they just laugh to her jokes like it is really funny when i have no idea what she is talking about. the only people that always makes fun of her is the indonesian guys. that is the part that i enjoy the most. no offence guys i really like it HAHAHA.

she gave out our assignments today. there is 4 groups so every group has different questions. she told us that the answers can be found on the internet. guess what my question is about some motel in Colorado. how am i suppose to find about a MOTEL take note a motel not hotel in COLORADO? fly there? i dun even know if the motel exist.

know what?
next i'm gonna eat my dinner then next i'm gonna watch some movie and next i will be goin to sleep understand?
funny thing is that no one ever replys her ^.^

kallistar out

karma

2010-02-01T22:30:00.004+08:00

what goes around comes around. what goes up must come down oh oh oh oh ~~~
ok i shall stop singing. i realise that the past few post are about revenge. HAHAHAHAHA *evil laugh* No~~ i have another reason why i was singing that song .

i believe that whatever bad things that we do to other people. it will some how come back to us. its either right on the spot or some time after that. even worst maybe carry down to our coming generation. this goes with the good things that we do.

today during management class there was an announcement about fund to help Haiti earthquake. since i dun really watch that much news and only rely on papers on weekends when i go back, i have no idea what is the current situation and how much have they raised.

the worst part of it all is that. my lecturer that i told you about from last semester. when the announcement was going on her face totally changed. like she saw something *yeah u know what i dun have to elaborate >.>* at first i was like "why do i have to donate?" i mean like since they already have funds coming in from all around the world and from organisation. then i started to have a flashback.

i went back to when i was 17 years old. yeap still in school. during school we dun have like stable monthly "income". u know what i mean. and during that time we were always depending on our parents for money whenever we needed it. that time, there was this major earthquake in Aceh, indonesia. remember that? and since we were still students of course to help those helpless people in indonesia seems impossible for us. but then since we had to do our moral assignment. a bunch of us came out with an idea. *you know who u r and i was proud of us ^.^*
we decided on an activity that would help the indonesia people and also our moral assignment. we decided to have a car wash in school since the teacher's car are like just parked there. we manage to raise alot and donated it to THE STAR funds for Aceh earthquake.

i admit that i have the slightest thought of not wanting to donate for Haiti funds. but then when i had this flashback. i asked myself. if i was able to raise fund from washing car when i was a student with my own effort why not just donate to people who needs it when now i have money? i was happy that i manage to donate. now i know that out of those billions that are send to those in Haiti. RM2 was from me^.^ i know it is little or some of u may say that i am cheapskate. but hey atleast i donated. did you? if no then shut up.

who knows what will happen in the future? what if our country needed help? maybe you would not get back for the good deeds that you have done. but wont you be happy that your children or grandchildren will get those good deeds that you have done?

change starts with me. always remember that. no matter how rich or how lucky you are. there will be one day when you will need other's help. and if only then you think to yourself that "if only i ..." that would be to late. so start now dun wait cause no one will know what will happen a minute later.

kallistar out

worst weekend of 2010

2010-01-31T17:29:00.003+08:00

yeah opposite from some of you that had fun this weekend. i had a totally bad one. first i missed boys like girls concert. and its been years since i went to a concert. NO i was not at home BUT stuck here in genting attending some event done by students >.>

spending my time with some event that i am not interested in. guess what? i have no friggin idea what i was doing there =.=". all i know is that i will just drink and eat. the other juniors were so happy being at the event. they event dress up for an hawaii event. its either they have no idea how hawaii is like or they dun know how to read. i on the other hand was wishing that someone would just pop up in genting and take me back. i was that bored.

the most worst part of the night was it really was at the lamest night ever. i was about to scream my head off. they put me sitting in between two tables of guys that smokes. and u know how i hate smokers. they could be considerate about other people sitting behind them. but NO~~~ like they care they just kept smoking and smoking. i got sooooo frustrated i yelled at them. and they were seniors *like i care*. they gave me that look. i was like WHATTT !!! if you wanna smoke then be considerate with people around u. the least you could do is make sure you dun blow it to other people's face.

the night was filled with lame jokes. everything the MCs tell jokes i go "WTF?" the joke was lame till i was hoping that i would not fall for it. comparing to the jokes that michelle's lecturer has i think this one has gone off the joke-o-meter. like seriously.

all i could do is keep ordering moktails to make sure i'm not aware of wat is goin on. i was the happiest person when the event finish. AHHHHH next time i'm gonna say that i've been book by my kk-ians first before getting sucked in by other people. the worst weekend so far this year. and i'm praying hard and hoping hard with finger cross that this would not happen again.

remind myself: no matter what other people say just say "i need to go home" that would surely make my weekend way better that this
current emotion: seriously i have no idea. i just want this week to end so i can go home and play badminton.

sumie and michelle next friday badminton is on
i'm coming backkkkk ~~~~~

kallistar out

i dun need a friend like u

2010-01-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

i have tried my very best to make sure that every button that u keep pushing dun make me lose my patient. but then it seems like you have no idea what is goin on. well since u dun know what is going on then let me interpret it to you.

i know u think that u are great in eveything. but then let me tell u something that u might forget because of your ego. U R NOT THAT GREAT. dun try to compare urself to me cause u r no where near me. and this is the truth cause everyone thinks so.

i had it enough when u always pull me in ur things that i have no intention to go or even do. so i think u better stop cause i dun need a friend who always uses other people and also take for granted. i dun need to to always tell me how i am or how i always were. cause i think i know myself better that u do so back off.

and i dun need to tell u everything about what i'm doin or where i am goin. oh yeah and one more thing, i dun need u to always stick to me like some kind of parasit. i dun need another "mushroom" sticking to me. so here is some advice just act like urself and mind ur own business cause i really dun need ur sacarstic comments that sometimes makes me wanna kick u in the *** . so keep ur comments to urself and what u think about other people cause i will not bother u anymore. and if u are reading this which i think there is a possibility i hope u understand. or if i am giving u a cold shoulder then i hope u can see.

but that also i doubt cause sometimes u have no idea like when today i did not talked to u. damn u have no idea what is waiting for u after that period. i wonder how u will survive if there is no one beside u. and u know how nasty i can be. i know u have seen me before.

i'm so glad that i've finally let this out of me. now i can sleep nicely.
kallistar out

hawaiiiiiiiiiii or boys like girls ???

2010-01-26T10:40:00.003+08:00

no no i'm not goin to hawaii if that is what you are thinking. i dun have enough money to actually go there =.=" yeap that is sad. anyone wanna sponsor me to go there ???? with no hesitation i will just follow HAHA. that means that i have to spend more money which is the opposite of what my this year resolution is and that is bad

anyway that means that i will have another album to post up on facebook. oh yeah boys like girls concert is also happening on the same day :( which means that i cannot go with my friends in kk cause i have oredi promise my senior here in genting. DAMN wat a lost. do you have any idea how many hot guys i will be missing. that is not including the boys like girls ....

anyway ... well lets just go with everything happens for a reason to just keep me from thinking of the two event which i didnt have time to choose and just move on. oh and on the record i have no idea why every high school teacher that teaches me will have some kind of sickeness.

remember the english teacher that i told you about? yeap she is goin for check up cause apprently she has high blood pressure. well that means i have a whole day to do nothing and i only have like 3 classes this week and i cant go back for the weekend cause i have to attend an event.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

kallistar out

get a life. like seriously

2010-01-19T18:50:00.004+08:00

ok if you have been following me on twitter than you would know what i meant by get your own life. or if you are from kk and you are my friend then you would also prolly know what i'm talking about.

if you dun know. it about this lecturer that is getting on my nerve. its not like i did anything wrong or say anything wrong. i was merely speaking my mind. if you understand what that means. and all of the sudden you got sensitive and BOOM i'm you target???

hello. back to earth YOU! the last time i check this country has freedom to speak and as i know i did not say anything that is illegal or againts the law. so i suggest that you mind you own business or get a life. cause i am not like other students that will treat you good just because i wanna pass. hell no.

so i suggest if you want students like that. then stop wasting you time and move on to some other students. if you ever try to do anything again. i'm telling you that you have push the wrong button dude. and i'm not standing still anymore. oh you heard that right!

kallistar out

here we go again

2010-01-18T13:32:00.002+08:00

last time it was my english lecturer that is a former high school teacher now is this marketing lecturer. well it was since like last semester. i actually wrote in the survey form saying that i want to change my marketing lecturer but then it seems like that college have not enough lecturer =.="

the worst things is that she talks and talks and talks on and on and on. and sometimes she just burst and start scolding us for nothing. she is even worst than my mom atleast my mom dun even scold us anymore. she just talk to us only. well i cant blame it on menopause cause i have no idea how old is she and she is not married yet.

haih i have nothing to say also WHY do i have like this kind of lecturer??? and her attitude is like small kid. she laughs at lame things. i mean how lame can she be??? she keep using her as an example =.=" is not like she has any interesting stories also.

god save me from this horror. i cant stand it anymore and today is only the 5th week. and this semester we have like 14th weeks 0_0 !!!
oh gosh i have to go for another class now. blog about it later if anything interesting happen ^.^

kallistar out

english lecturer so calllll....

2010-01-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

so i started my coll for like 2 weeks now. but then the real thing is that my batch have oredi attended like 4 weeks classes. cause i missed 2 weeks classes. for the first day which is on monday as usual remember the lecturer that i told you about? yeap she is back with the same thing Markerting. talking and talking about i have no idea what.

then in the afternoon i have Principles of Management. the lecturer is ok. he reads from the book atleast he knows what he is teaching. like i would pay attention when the lecturer is teaching hahahahhaaa. ok now is the main story.

my english lecturer. when i first when for her class. she was starting the class again with ice breaking. i was like WTH? is this high school? i mean like why do you need to waste time with that? then she was telling us that we must be open with people since we are in the hospitality line. she was asking us to tell more about urself. i was like why do i have to tell her about me when i have no idea about her??? like seriously.

i told her my name and where i was from.
eng lecturer: just that? is there anything more?
me: nope.
she gave up on me and when to another person.

she also proudly say that she was a assistant headmistress for some high school. i lagged a while. in my brain i was like "oh god save me". then after the class finish she told us to read the notes that she printed out. and she would ask us on the next week class. typical high school teacher.

and my friends was like serioulsy studying for the so called qiuz. i told them that she was a high school teacher the most she will ask is like "what did you study last week?" and all we have to do is just answer "business communication in english"

like seriously i have to suffer with her for the next 10 weeks
GOD SAVE ME !!!!

it was 5 years ago that

2010-01-13T22:34:00.004+08:00

i still remember 5 years ago. when i was about to seat for my SPM examination i also remembered that i took my mom for shooping for reference books. cause i was really bad with all the science subject so i wanted to at least pass all the exam and make sure that i din fail any.

well i oso remember that all the teachers were putting pressure on us making sure that everyone of us pass all the exam that we took. i was a mess that time. well not onli me my friends too. our face were like all pail and like sick patients. i still have the pictures we took with the teachers before our exam.

the onli one thing that i remember the most is my bag got stolen. our class stayed back for extra history class at the AV room in the library. after class i come out and founf that my bag was gone. i starting telling everyone but no one believed me. the our biology teacher came and asked me what happened. i told her. i went searching around the whole school but i did not find it.

the only thing that was going through my head was the book that my mom bought with her hard earned money hoping that i would study hard and pass my exam. i din care if i didnt get the bag back all i wanted was the book.
at that time reference books are like gods to students. and since it was like almost the exam time i dun think that the bookshops still sell reference book with discount.

it happened on a friday. on the next monday, someone found my bag and my sister found my book and took it to my mom. i felt like crying sitting at the assembly hearing the teacher say tat someone found my bag. cause the bag was empty. i was onli thinking about how sad and disappointed my mom would be knowing that the book she bought for me was destroyed.

my teacher cursed the person who stole my bag. but i oredi have an idea who might have taken it. i know that someday that person would finally get what that person deserved. and since i have not hear anything about that person that means that person is prollly not doing well.

after that happened i finally understand that some people are just not meant to be friends with anyone. cause they think highly about themselves and wants other people to follow them. friends are the people that would be there for you whenever you need them. would take the blame with you just to spend time together. and would go through hardship just to enjoy victory together.

after that incident i now know tat i have not just one best friends but 1o best friends that i would treasure them forever.

my first time

2010-01-08T10:22:00.000+08:00

so yesterday eric, yee wen, eva and her bf come to genting. so we all when up to genting to walk around. but seriously there was nothing much to do unless you go play at the theme park. so me and yee wen when around window shopping and we found this cute rings. and we manage to get eric to buy the rings for us. hahaha.

i think we walked the whole genting finish in two hours. then we found a perfect present for eric. a ring with his name on it. after finish all our shopping we decided to go join eva and her bf at the casino. so we when to the casino at first world.

i knew that the guard would stop me. but i was just trying my luck. guess what he really did stop me =.=" then have to show ic. damn paiseh but then again that means that i look younger than i am. hehehe. after walking around inside there. eva and her bf wanted to go to highlands casino. so then we walk all the way back to highland.

as expected. kena stop again =.=" some more this time the guard dun believe that it is me. the ic clearly show that it is my face. this time eric also kena. ad his respone was "its cause of his face". yee wen was addicted to gambling. we were standing at the table and i was actually doing possibilities.

then we finally reached back here at 10 something and when to eat cause we were starving. and guess what that eric misplaced the ring as expected from him. he better find back the ring of i wont send him off to australia.

getting back to watching my drama heheh
bye

and the winner is ...

2010-01-05T18:36:00.002+08:00

OMG i still cant believe that i manage to get excellent for two semester straight. this is like a dream. you have not idea how much i was thinking about my results. i was practically praying everyday.

i wanted to scream when i first got my result but then there were too many ppl there so i had to keep it in. hahahaha. feel like flying around the world. u know if there is an animation picture of me flying. i would be flying like superman oround the globe. wakakaka

i hope with this result i will be able to convince my parents to let me continue with my degree. i mean its only one year. and after that i would be working. i thought of new zealand. cause their hospitality there is really good. i mean the colleges there. and we also have someone that is staying there that can help me around if i am lost.

really praying hard that my parents will actually think about this. cause i am really in the mood of studying right now. i have no idea what i will do after i start working. and what if i just lose interest in studying 0_0 ???
ahhhh i dun wanna think about it. i will just pray hard and make sure that i study smart for my last two semester.

ok i feel better now after posting this. goin back to my drama heheheh
bye bye

New Year Resoulutions

2010-01-05T18:21:00.002+08:00

i dun think that it is too late to list down this year resolution. well it is just the 5th day of the year right. anyway since the starting of the year was good for me i thought of other things that i wanna do this year and also mayb if possible ahcieve all of this year resolution ^.^

ok i hope the list is not that long. here it goes

1. get excellent results in my last two semester and graduate with an honour. (why not dream bigger! :)
2. learn two new languages. (any suggestions ??)
3. spend less. this includes stuff like shoes and shirts.
4. save money for end year holiday.
5. convince my parents that i wanna study my degree. (overseas that is *finger's cross*)
6. keep my room clean all year long.
7. try to not make my parents angry.
8. learn how to cook. (i mean like serioulsy cook a gourment not just a simple food like pasta)

well i guess that is just the list. if the list is any longer i am not sure that i will complete everything.
keeping my finger cross tightly that i can finish all my resolution this year.
have to get back to my drama hehehehe. well classes havent officially started yet so i guess one or two episodes dun hurt that much.

bye bye

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2010-01-01T20:40:00.002+08:00

is the NEW YEAR .... yes that means having new resolution for this amazing new year and also alot of other things that i want to achieve in this year.

count down was fun with my kk-ians. shirin, michelle, carmen, yee wen, eric, ju jinn, chen chuan, alvina, and david. i really like the games that we played. i have never laughed that much for long time already. it was really nice to actually laugh like that once in a while.

the most funniest part of the whole time for me i think is when we were playing taboo when yee wen was trying to explain to them the word "odd". i think it is better to put it in a conversation style.

yee wen: what is my name?
others: yee wen!
yee wen: what is the opposite if my name?
others: wen yee
pause a second and look at each other and burst into laughter !!!1

that was the moment. i'm glad that i spend my last moment of 2009 and the begining of 2010 with my friends. lets keep this gathering goin on ^.^
anyway to all of you out there. may this year be better than the last one and more exciting. hang in there and enjoy the rest of the year

last but not least before i sign out

HAPPY NEW YEAR

ciaos

my heart

2009-12-28T20:44:00.002+08:00

well i have the feeling again. i cant really explain it. i just feel like i'm missing out alot of thing that the world ahs got to offer. like there is something that i havent tried yet that i will miss it. its not that i get this feelings all the times but then it happens only like i have no idea.

everytime when i have this feeling. i will ask myself wat the hell am i doing now? what will i be in the future? will be even make good money. with me having all these kind of things to think about and worry even more. there is also other people to put pressure on me saying that i will never succeed in my life.

sometimes i just wanna run away and just let myself free. sometimes i think that i am really useless that whatever that i do everyone will have something bad to say. sometimes i even think of killing myself since everyone makes me feels like what i am doing or trying to do or even wishing to do is just a waste of time.

the only way to let out is telling everything here. i have no one that i can talk to without them blaming me for my choices. i am only human and human makes mistake. that is how they learn from their mistake and get back on the right road. i'm not a very smart girl with really high IQ. but i do try my best in everything that i do. althought sometime i dun get what i expected but then i know that i have tried my best.

in my life there not a single soul that ever complement me on anything that i have done. whenever i get something done with good results, they always reply with "you could have done better" or even "is this the best that you can do?"

is it really hard to say the word "congratulation" or maybe "i'm proud of you".
i feel really good getting this out from my heart. thanks for listening and being there for me.

its christmas ...

2009-12-26T11:38:00.002+08:00

hohoho its christmas. well it was a fun christmas. but i din get any presents :(

well i have been intoxicated for to two days in a row. and that is bad.

i have nothing else to say. prolly wait for new year to blog some more. now i have to get back to my parties heheheh.

ciaos

pictures are up !!!

2009-12-21T22:08:00.001+08:00

hey hey hey. so finally i have been uploading all the pictures that i took at south korea. well internet is one thing and waiting to upload it is another thing.

i only put like half of the pictures up cause i cant stand waiting for it ...

i hope you guys enjoy the pictures :P

ciaos

korea pictures

2009-12-19T15:19:00.002+08:00

okok i finally went through all the pictures that i took when i was in korea and i will be uploading it on facebook the lastest by next week

there is like more than 2000 something pictures that will be uploaded so take your time to look at my photography skills ...

goin out for movie with my family. see you soon

ciaos

it was worth it

2009-12-16T21:39:00.003+08:00

guess what i was browsing thorugh my books and i found a couple of short stories that i written long time ago. i thought that i would like to share it with you all. so here is the story. tell me what you think :P

I never thought that this day would come. Seeing you lying there just smiling back at me. Looking so gorgeous. I can never forget that face of yours. Tears are now rolling down my cheeks. I just cant control myself. Maybe its because of the way your are looking at me even with your eyes closed.

I can still remember the day that we talked about how we are going to get married. With the beautiful blue sky and shinning sun. With the sea breeze blowing gently over my cheeks. Everyone that we know attend to give their blessing to us. Its's the prefect wedding that any girl would want.

Everything was milk in colour, the linen, chair covers. Orchid was used as the main decoration cause it's rare and special.That was what you describe me when you first meet me. The cake was a grand piano shape cause i first fell in love with you playing the piano.

I can still remember the first time we went on our date. You were so nervous but it was not your first time dating a girl. I guess that this is what they meant by "the person who i smeant for you". i was anxious to know when was our second date at the end of the date.

Before we knew it we were already making plans to get married. You are all that i ever wanted in life. I used to ask myself what woud I do without you in my life. I still cant find an answer. We went to the bridal shop today , trying almost everything in the shop.

Our wedding day was nearing and I was so happy that we are finally going to be together forever. I still remember when you proposed to me. You told me that you would love me till eternity and I said that all man would say that. but deep down in my heart i really wished that you would only love me .

Today is the day that i have been waiting all my life for. All the decoration is up and ready. Everyone that we invited was also there. Seeing you smiling back at me. Only my tears could roll down my cheeks thinking about all the sweet memory that we have gone throught. The thought of being without just kills me.

The night before i received a phone call saying that you were admited. My heart almost stop. All i know is that I have to get to the hospital as fast as possible. Doctor say that you were badly injured and that you are in critical condition and in coma.

I knew that I would never give up on you. So i would tell you stories about all our date that we went on just hoping that you would open you eyes. But you left without saying "goodbye". Today standing here in front of your coffin still having so much hope that you would just open your eyes to at least ssay goodbye. Instead of wearing a white wedding dress i was wearing black dress for your funeral.

I bid my last farewell to you hoping that we would meet again in the next life
I LOVE YOU

updating soon

2009-12-14T20:39:00.002+08:00

hey there bloggers yes yes i know that i have not been updating. well that is just because i was too lazy. and also because i was out of the country. yes i was very happy to be able to go out from malaysia and go on a holiday. its not like you get to do that everytime.

anyway when to south korea for about 5 days and i really had fun. the people there is really polite and does not stare alot. well mayb some of them cause they are not familiar with mix marriage. and also cause they dun see naturally beautiful girls. *ahem perasan diri* but its true. the girls there are all plastic.

they put really thick make ups and also go on serious diet. they wear heels that are god knows how tall to look tall. i was like a small kid there. hehehe. anyway i really like the weather there. even genting cannot beat the weather there.

well i am still going through the pictures that we took during our holiday well u have to give me a break cause there is like 2000 something pictures. and i mange to snap a few cute looking guys to :P
i will upload it on facebook and put the link on this blog. so now is back to more pictures
bye bye
ciaos

michelle's bday at sunway

2009-12-03T15:25:00.002+08:00

yeah i know i havent been updating.. and its been so long since michelle's bday.

well on that day we went to sing our lungs out. thanks to vincent our song is all destroyed !!!! so next time bare in mind that when we are goin for singing pls dun call vincent. he just screams into the mic and guess what the speaker is just right above us =.="

anyway i had fun on that day and i think the rest of them also did. this post would be a really short one cause i have to finish packing my stuff. we are leaving tomorrow in the night and i have to leave my lappie behind. :(
anyway i really had fun singing i wanna go back again. can we have another session. it was really fun.

and michelle thank god you like the present. i was "smashing" my brain to think what to buy for you. ok have to get back to packing bye bye. wait for tonight's post on where i am goin for the next five days :)

ciaos

michelle's 21st

2009-11-26T12:44:00.002+08:00

hahaha yeah it was michelle's 21st birthday yesterday. it started with us goin to One Utama to watch A Christmas Carol in friggin 3-D. i really liked it. i was scary when there was all those ghost flying around. i scream once when i first ghost appear =.=". yeah i know. anyway the whole movie i think we are the only one laughing. i think its cause there was no subtitiles.

oh yeah before i forget. there was four of us. michelle, tracy, nelly and me. so then after the movie we went to Carl's Junior to eat. it was my second time there. i really like the burger there and also ohmygosh the fries!!!! the taste is still in my mouth. cause the burger price is also as BIG as the burger so then we decided to share drinks and fries.

after that we went shopping. first we went to bonita. i saw a shades there it was nice but then the prica also nice. so i gave up on that one. later we went to diva. michelle was picking this bracelet thingy and i was like looking around to buy her something. cause i really din know what to buy for her. but i cannot find anything.

then we went to forever21. there more shades there. so she found one and was hanging on to it=.=". so i started picking something and trying it on. suddenly she was choosing for me. she found another one that she also wanted and couldn't make up her mind which one she wants to buy. then in my heart i went "YEAH !!!". so then i was showing sign to tracy and luckily she understand. i though that michelle would have known. but then she blur blur.

i hope you like your present michelle

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MICHELLE !!!!

holiday

2009-11-23T12:02:00.002+08:00

yes i know i havent been updating but holiday is here yeah !!!!. finished my exam last week. the saddest thing is that i have exam on monday and tues. then i have like one full day of rest before i finish my last interview for intership for greding =.=". they could have just stuff everyone in so that we dont have to wait till like thurs to actually do our presentation. half of my classmate went back on wed.

anyway since the holidays are here. there is alot that need to be plan. like goin for movies and parties and other gathering. so i have two things plan out oredi. this wed movies with michelle watching christmas carol. oooo i like the christmas feeling. its cozy and warm even though it will be all snowny. then the next sat its michelle bday party. we will be watching ninja. YES finally gotta watch my in the process bf.

gotta blog about it after watching it. right now just sitting at home and lazing every where possible. god i hipe i dun get fat hehehehe. i havent think of wat to buy for michelle. so michelle if you r reading this then give me some int of wat you want. cause there is something in my mind that i wanna buy for you. but so far i cannot find it anywhere.

gonna watch movie now
ciaos

its finally here

2009-11-15T15:35:00.002+08:00

hey there. yup i know i havent been updating my blog cause i was busy with my studies for exam like tomorrow. yeah right like i would just sit and study. that would never happen. but i manage to put some lessons that i had studied.

anyway this whole week would be exam week and i wont be takin gmy lappie with me. ohh i miss you oredi. gotta concerntrate on my education. i really home that i would be able to score. the most lowest gred i would wanna get would be B.

so until next week this would be the last blog now. need to pack my stuff and also get ready for my exam. wish me luck and pray for me.

ciaos

what a funny answer ^.^

2009-11-08T17:18:00.002+08:00

hey hey blogges how r u doing? yesterday was a really tiring day for me. when out at 7 in the morning till like 11 in the night. then only i could like rest a while. well eraly in the morning when to the immigration department to renew my passport. where i am going? not telling ya. when the date is near a certain people will get msg from me. that means that is who i really wanna tell. for the rest of you all well ....

anyway at the immigration dept, we have to all take one number because they need to count how many passport they are actually making. i'm telling you we reached there around 7 something and there was like a line there. its a saturday and what are this people doing so early out of bed???

when my number was finally called. i was supppose to go to counter number 4. when i look at the header of counter four it states "kehilangan & siasatan" translation "lost & investigation" O_o. when i went to the counter i wanted to tell the lady that i din loss my passport. i was actually holding it. but then she was asking for my photos so i know that she was renewing the passport for me. then she asked me something

this is a translation from my conversation
immigration officer : how many years you wanna renew? two years or five years?
me: i want the one with RM 100.

cause my dad only gave me RM100. when i answer that the lady actually smile i think she wanted to laugh. hehehe.
it was a really funny day the whole day. then we when to a store to buy clothing for our vacation. we were so noisy that everyone else was looking why were we laughing.

we din bother them and had fun picking out clothings and trying them on. after spending about 4 hours there then we finally bought all the things that we need. then we went to klcc to watch THIS IS IT. if some of you dun know what show is that it is the last concert that micheal jackson was preparing before he left us. the opening was really sad with all the dancers talking about him.

well now i'm still tired form yesterday. tried sleeping just now but i only manage to sleep for like half an hour. i guess now i will just go lie on the bed or watch some movie

ciaos

talents

2009-11-06T15:09:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey bloggers its me again well who else are you expecting? i just found out that i have alot of talents that is just ordinary. for starters i know how to play the piano. just throw any music scores to me and i'll play it for you. then i like singing. i like drawing *only when i am in the mood :P* oh before i forget the latest addition to the family is that my photography skills are getting better.

yup i'm not kidding. last time i use to take really bad pictures. but now i know how to take really good ones. hehehehe and i know how to pose tooo *perasan diri* anyway the purpose of this post to tell you guys that i have upload yet another piano pieces. :)

well i only could play half of the song. cause of my hand condition :( will tell about my hand condition other time :)
for now just enjoy the music at this link

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yrmKrYUFOFY

choas

where to keep up with my things ?

2009-11-03T23:24:00.003+08:00

hey bloggers its me again. so today i havent been doin much just dloading more korean movies. that is what i am into lately. actually cause its really hard to find a site that can dl english dramas. still searching for it :(

anyway, still up helping my sister out with her art =.=". but hey at least i found out that i am creative hehehe. oh ya i am also into photography recently. not to brag about it but i do have the creativeness in me but then i just dun know where to use it :P

usually at this moment i would be at my bed getting ready to sleep. but since i have to help my sis wth. since when i was this nice? hmmm. oh ya dun forget to keep up with my pictures that i take on facebook :). most of my pictures are posted there and also my piano pieces are uploaded on youtube. if you wanna find any of it just type "kallistarson" i'm sure you'll be able to find it i'm sure.

here is an advise, dun complaint just comment. just know that not everyone is perfect at least i was brave to post or upload the things that i have done not like some people that only complaint and give bad comments but in the end they cant do anything :P just a piece of my mind

gotta get back to drawing
chaos

study break is here !!!

2009-11-01T16:18:00.002+08:00

hey bloggers its finally here and i am very happy. my study break. that means back home with fast internet access and also comfortable bed. well although genting weather is also nice and cold but then there is no where like home. last week i only had one class it was a waste of time to go back to genting. and on the day that i was suppose to come back i was really not feeling well. prolly cause i was home sick :)

anyway, glad to be back as always. i dun have to be up there which is far from everything that means my family and also friends. and alsoi dun have to face some people that i dun wish to see ever. sometimes they are always asking from me but when i ask something they just turn their back.

oh i might as well warn you that they also talk behind your back. so glad that i'm far from that at the moment. going to enjoy the whole two weeks studying to make sure that i score well in my finals. then after nov 19th its party and holiday. can wait for that.

back to studies keep the excitment for later :)
chaos

last day of classes

2009-10-27T16:14:00.002+08:00

hey bloggers its the last day of classes today. and i saw him quite a number of time today. i dun know why but then today i'm feeling kinda happy although i havent hand in my marketing and also economic assingment. i just have that happy feeling deep inside me. no worrying about anything around me.

i keep listening to happy songs too. hmmm something must have made me feel this way. could it be him? well after two more months i wont be able to admire him anymore might as well just look at him as much as i can now. also dun wanna put much hope of seeing him again after this.hehehe. oh he was wearing pink today. and he look good in it although some guys might look really bad in it. but it really fits him.

i guess i will continue to do my assignment dreaming about him and also listening to happy songs the whole day. lets just hope that i manage to finish my assignment so that i can go back early hmmm. in need of fast internet for downloading

girl on the move

why did i?

2009-10-26T14:12:00.005+08:00

hey bloggers it's me again, i realise that i never really tell you the reason i change my blog title to girl on the move. well that cause i realise that i never really stay at one place for a very long time.

when i was in kindergarden i spend 3 years there i think 0_o then when i was suppose to start primary school i got registered in a school near kelana jaya there. but even before i manage to step my foot there i was already on the process to change school =.="

when i was in primary school in shah alam. oh sorry there was where we finally shifted to. i was studying there for 6 years but i must say that i never really had any friends. i'm not sure why but then i always have different group that i hang out with every year. so it is safe to say that every year i was sitting beside different person.

that was not it. then when i finally when to secondary school. it was even more terrible cause there was even more people and i was all alone. i house was very near the school. so everyday i would walk home from school ALONE. yes you got it right. it was the same thing for my two years there i practically change my place every two months. i din even know who was my friend and who was not. the only place that i can go is the library. i went to tuition there but then no one was talking to me. i felt like i was a total left out.

when i was finally goin to form 3 my parents decided to shift house to where i'm stayng currently. well i did not want to go cause then i have to start over again going to a new place where i dun know anyone. but like it or not it was to dar to travel everyday so i had to change no matter what. i left my old school without telling anyone and no one even realise. only after a year they realise that i was not studying there. now how sad is that?

anyway its been 6 years that i since i moved to where i am staying now. and i must say i really thank my family for dragging me to this place. cause here i was sitting beside the same group of friends for more that 2 years. and when i go to tuition we would laugh and talk about anything. i was more active in school activities like sports, drama where we won second and i even became a librarian. :)

althought now i have found a place that i can go back to, i still dun stay one place. when i started my coll in subang yes i was staying at home but that was only for two years. now that i am studying hotel management. i travel every two weeks i never stay for more that a month. and in the future i want to work in a airline company. that time i am not sure how frequent i will be moving around. that is why i call my blog girl on the move. who knows where i would be in few days time :)

girl on the move

i will be cover

2009-10-25T17:11:00.004+08:00

hey bloggers its me again for the 3rd time today. well i did something recently.i thought i might wanna share it with you guys. here is the leona lewis i will be cover that i already uploaded on youtube.

dun laugh cause i know i'm not a good singer. if i was really good i would not be here right now right?

anyway, here is the link. thank u for listening to it :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHYVjRx1MtM

girl on the move

where are you?

2009-10-25T14:39:00.001+08:00

hey bloggers remember i told you about the chinese guy that works in a japanese restaurant? about two months ago when i was still training in hilton i met him everyday. his name is eric something. its really easy to spot him, he wears a black kitchen uniform and has a really tall hat with gold lining. anyway after my internship when i do part time on sats, i never saw him anymore.

so then i finally found out that he had resign the same day when i finish my internship. i still remember the date. 23 august. hmmm i wonder where is he now and doing what?

i only manage to talk to him once. he is a shy guy and has a milky skin. and when you look at him you just dun know what is going on in his mind at all.

if only i can see him just one more time. anywhere even from far. i will be satisfied.

girl on the move

coincident

2009-10-25T14:30:00.003+08:00

hey blogges its me again. so yesterday i was doing my share at hilton. if many of you still dun know that is the only place that i go back to every weekends. so i finally meet the new coordinator there in the hr department. cause there were busy with the audit so they let me to help them.

i was kinda busy helping them with the files that i din have time to talk to the rest of them. so after finishing at 1 something i went home. that was when i manage to talk to the new coordinator. his name was gerald. so we were talking about where we stay.

the conversatioon started at where i stay? so aparrently we both stay at shah alam area. then it when more detail at kota kemuning and suddenly he was just staying a row aways from where i am. wat a conincident?

when we were talking about it, i had goosebump all over me like how a drama is where somehow coincidently the two people that hardly talk to each actually became more friendly after finding out that they two stay near each other. hmmm. such coincident right? or was it not? ilet you guys think about it :P

girl on the move

not your golden tickets

2009-10-23T20:03:00.003+08:00

hey bloggers its me again. well this time i have something to tell you. its about my assignment for marketing and also economics. alctually its more of the group of people rather than they assignment itself. i really dun think that the assginment is really that hard. cause i do understand it and if there is a possibility that i can do it myself i would definitely do that.

anyway the main subject would the people in the group for my marketing assignment. they keep thinking that i can helo them with everything and get away with it. i mean we have this assignment and i gave everyone one question to do but in the end all of them ask me to help them find for the answer. like wth? i also have my part in the assignment and if i have to do everyone's part then wat is the point of having a group assignment?

thank god i change my group for my economics assignment. atleast this group they are more independant and have their own opinion on things. sometime i just cannot stand them anymore they like hanging onto me and treat as a golden ticket. but when they are good at something then they will just act like they did it with thier own effort but they clearly know that i help them out.

not even a single thanks since the first semester that i help with thier studies and also other things. i guess i'm the stupid one always letting them to use me. well i guess this is life and we just have to go through it. i hope they can realise that i refuse and will not be the golden ticket that they think i am cause sorry to dissappoint them i really am not a golden ticket

~girl on the move~

after so long

2009-10-11T14:20:00.003+08:00

wow it is like so long ago since i updated my blog. well thats cause i have limited internet at genting and its hard to upliad anything with the internet speed not that fast. i only can serch things online basically. anyway started studying back and its hard to actually sit and read to the book to have it stuck in your head.

well i think thats cause for the last six months i only read story books that i dont need to sit for exam. well ony i know what that feels like. life after working makes you dun wanna study anymore. actually mayb it only me cause i admit that i'm not that kinda of girl that would sit and study to make sure that i score the highest in the class.

how i look at life is that, we cannot repeat it anynore so no matter what we have done dun regret it. experience llife in everyway that you can. dun have the thinkin that you can do it some later or in the future cause you wont know wat will happen in the future. i like to make the most of my life. yes there is somethings that are important in life but then wat happens if u are the top scorer and beofre you know it you died. will the gred put u in a better place in heaven?

but if you did what you always wanted without regret and if you died you will died knowing that you have done you always wanted to do not regretting and hoping that you have done it. somethings dun knock on your door twice. once you missed it you might not have to chance to see it ever again

so from now on i wanna life my life to the fullest. go as far as i can and fly as high as i can. i wont let anybody stop me or let me down. there would be some time when ppl will tell me that i am stupid to do those kind of things or even wasting my time. but i know that if i follow my heart and do wat i really want to do that went its my time to go i will be happy knowing that i have done everything possible that i can have done. and that i will died without regret tat is the most important things

no one can stop me now and ever
~the new me~

missing you

2009-09-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

i'm surely gonna miss so many things and people here in kl. god i so hope that i dun need to go back to genting. i'm not sure why but i really feel sad leaving.

i know that i will coming back on weekends and all but then i dun there is much time to spend with friends also cause i prolly be too busy unpacking and packing.

anyway will be on my twitter most of the time. so will be updating my every move on my mobile cause i dun have access to internet in my condo. And that means that i have to go to coll to get internet. how not cool is that???

anyway will try to update as much as possible before i leave for genting this sunday. then it will be on twitter most of the time.its late now tomorrow have to go to Hilton for the last time to get my clearence letter that state i already completed my internship there.

bye for now see you soon
~the new me~

preview

2009-08-27T16:33:00.004+08:00

CINESTAR PRESENTS

SHELL.STAR PRODUCTIONS

A MOTION PICTURE

KL ADVENTURES

In the busy streets of KL. 5 people when on a adventure...

what will happen?

find out on facebook

~the new me~

My Hilton Adventure

2009-08-27T16:11:00.003+08:00

finally after six months of training in Hilton its finally over. I do feel sad because i had meet like so many ppl there and just getting to know them and feeling comfortable and now i have to leave. :(

anystar, i must say that i had the best time so far in my life. never thought that i would have experience something like that. its like a once in a life time thing. but i;m not sure that i would wanna work in a hotel cause its just too stress and busy. and if i continue to work in the hotel industry I wont know when i will be able to get married >.<

so i'm finally goin to close my chapter in Hilton but i will surely not forget all the people that I know during my internship and also u guys must not forget me ya :P. surely goin to miss the hotel alot.

goin to say my goodbyes :)

~the new me~

... getting ready for kl adventure...

2009-08-16T23:24:00.002+08:00

tomorrow will be an adventure day. i hope it will be a good one :P have to make sure that everything is well planned and also making sure that everything that i need i oredi have in my bad :)

have to sleep now so wait for my update on tomorrow;s adventure prolly will have lots of pictures :P

~the new me~

... outing with HR ppl...

2009-08-16T09:59:00.003+08:00

last friday went out for makan with Hilton HR ppl. it was fun goin out with ppl from different ages. well to be exact i was the youngest :P hehehe. lucky there was Amy who is in the elevator program at hilton.

we went to hartamas square to have dinner. so wat me and amy did was go choose food that we really wanna eat. at the end of the day the three table that fits only 8 ppll was completely FULL !!!!

i ate fried chicken, dim sum, popia, spaghetti, pizza, satay, yong tau fu and fried kuey teow. after eating all that me and amy decided to eat dessert. i was not really full that day. so we when to order waffles...yummy !!!!.

around 9 something it started to rain so we decided to go back since i have to work the next day and it was so late that i need to take the train. So my trainer send me to the train station and before she leave me down whe told me something. that one of her trainee got robbed there 0_0.

so i was like "it wont be that scary" thinkin it in my head. so went to by my ticket and when up to the waiting area and there was not a single soul there. ~scary~. lucky i din have to wait for long for the next train and should i also tell that the train was really empty but it is like only 9 at night =.=". that situation so remind me of the movie blood where killings happen in the train. *shivers through my body*.

look at the pictures below that is wat was running through my mind when i was in the train station alone there was not a single soul at all and the night was cold and windy.

~ the new me~

... jj's bday last part...

2009-08-09T22:16:00.002+08:00

there is even parts in a bday party. anyway after our outing to watch movie and also lunch we then when back and have dinner with our family. went all the way to cheras to eat and the food really suck and so is the service.

carrying on... then reach home and drove to elle's house for jj's second part of his party and also the last part. when i got there i got to know that eric din have a car to come out so jj had to go pick him =.=" such a smart guy to realise last minute that he din have a car. anyway so wwe waited for them to come and started with jj's bday. this time it was not a big round cake but cupcakes with many patterns and flavours. but then if onli the pattern were more nicer.

i think we could have done something better. next time we will try to make cupcakes ok? then there was a fight about cupcakes where chen chuan took eric's cupcakes and then started the jokes and it keep pouring in.

i guess it was something to do with the cupcakes or the water that elle gave us cause seriously we kept on laughing and it did not stop. we were at the basketball court and it was so late a night . laughing so loudly and talking luckily no one actually shouted to ask us to keep quite :)

oh yeah and that eric i thought that he changed and yet yesterday i was washing my hand and he had to do it !!!! my hair was wet lucky i din get flue or i will surely blame him . i din manage to get any photos so will be waiting for rin to post up the pics that she took. i dun think it will be that much since we were busy talking bout fisting and jj's head in a turkey.

oh god bad image again . i think i shall stop here now or i wont be able to sleep tonight

~the new me~

... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JU JINN ...

2009-08-08T18:45:00.003+08:00

happy birthday ju jinn

today woke up like so damn friggin early not sure why but then i cannot sleep. and i was msging my fren in the night. anyway when to watch G.I JOE and it was awesome !!!!. the guy that play storm shadow was actually a korean guy!!!! they totally mixed up japanese and korean.

then when to eat at sakae sushi and there was like a lot of weird and funny things that happen. like how rin got so excited till she pour the glass of ice or how eric pour the cup of tea when he was like seating near the computer that we were suppose to order from =.="

the "highlight" will be tonight which will be at michelle's bsb court. i think it is goin to be crazy since now everyone is like at home resting and blogging like me :P

anyway din manage to take any photos prolly later at night will camwhore more. so to fill this empty post i will post G.I JOE poster hehehehe. cant wait for TONIGHT !!!!!

IT WAS AWESOME !!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JU JINN

~the new me~

... smallest steamboat...

2009-08-03T21:00:00.003+08:00

so just wanted to blog about this. when to eat steanboat and guess wat there is this place that serve really smalll steamboat just nice for one person and its so kawaii. it is really small and cute and guess wat it is somewhere around kota kemuning 0_o ... try to firgure out where hehehe here are some pictures that i took while waiting for it to BOIL !!! it boils fast toooooo !!!

~the new me~

... dinner date...

2009-07-26T00:26:00.002+08:00

so had this random outing with michelle
when to aunty juliets
and it was like reallly pack
then they gave us this table for two
and guess what
the beside table is just like
1cm away =.="

michelle onli ordered salad
and guess at the end
there was still cucumber and tomato
so i think she onli ate the cabagge 0_o

while she was busy arranging her plate
i was still waiting for my food
and when i ask them then onli they serve me
so i guess it was there a long time

anyway then we decided to call out
some ppl to hang out at bball court
but apprently everyone is with their family
and the both of us is not =.="

so we pack MacD and camp in the car
in front of michelle house
and of all day we decided to camp outside
today it decided to not blow wind at all
nothing !!!
it was so still

really had fun goin out
and being able to laugh like that
after so long of stress
and also tears

~the new me~

... hate letter to "someone"...

2009-07-20T21:25:00.006+08:00

so i heard from some source that
this "someone" told my mum that
i went out with my frens bf
for the record i dun do that
and i know what is right and wrong !
U HAVE PICK ON THE WRONG GIRL
so this is something to the "someone"

Dear "someone"

i may not know who u are. but dun worry soon i will found. and when i do u better make sure that u are protected cause i will hunt you down and make you suffer. what gives you the right to say something like that. do you even know me to say things about me? or its just because u have nothing better to do in life than sneaking around other people's life? so let me warn you here!!! i'm not afraid of you, so if u r reading this, becareful cause u have just provoke me and u havent seen this side of me yet. i may look weak to you but u have press ALL the wrong buttons.

so to that "someone" i will find you sooner or later and if you think that saying "i'm sorry" will help ... U R F****ing wrong. cause the anger in me is burning. i dun care who the hell you are. also if you are reading this, i so curse you to have a miserable life in the future. you have just make the wrong girl angry. if i ever meet you i will so make your life miserable that u will give up living.

i never go back on my words and if i meet you, i will so hit your head on the wall untill it bleed! i'm not the kallistar you use to know this is the new me. i will make sure that u suffer so much that u wish you were dead! i will not let anyone take advantage of me anymore. u may think that i'm crazy but i'm done being nice and taking in every insult that you throw to me.

so to that "someone" u better hope that i dun find you. cause you wont see day light ever again when i find you. so you better enjoy your life now! i have my limitations and it has surpass what i can take. you wanna know what its like to make me angry? now u will finally know. i wish you best of luck.

~ the new me ~

... thinking...

2009-07-19T21:15:00.004+08:00

i thought what michelle did was a way to
release what ever feeling that is inside of me
so here it goes

i had always been giving that i hardly even ask.
sometimes i wonder to myself will i ever have to chance
to recieve, or i will just die giving
i never do bad to anybody
but ppl always accuse me of doin something
i will never break their heart but
some how they seem to always crush mine

everything that i do i will think twice
but somehow whatever i do seems wrong
i wanna finally speard my wings and fly
fly really high that i can touch the sky
but somehow there is the invinsible string
that is unbreakable

sometimes i just sit in silent and
let the tear flow down my checks
hoping that it will take away my sorrow
but somehow it just make me feel better awhile

sometimes the scary thoughts keep repeating
will i finally have the chance to know
what it is like to receive
ppl say that if you give you will receive
but for me
no matter how much you give
no one will appreciate it to actually give you back

trust me i have been giving
its like a responsibility to give
but then i ask one question
when is the time i can finally receive?
i dun need much
just something small will make me happy

sometimes i try so hard to keep my feelings inside
hoping that no one will find out
i hide and cry hoping that no one
will have to bear the sadness with me
i guess sometimes i just cant take it
that i wanna spill everything out
but if onli i have a place i can do that

i've finally decided tat
no matter what it is
i will trust no one
i will always give
and never think of receiving
cause the more i wait
the more i will be disapointed
even if i die giving
and never getting the chance to receive
i know i did some good that no one can take that away from me

has always been giving ... will i die giving?

~ i need nobody to make me somebody~

... i've watched it !!! ...

2009-07-19T17:31:00.003+08:00

yeah i finally watch it
harry potter
it was ok compared to transformer

there is some part that is unexpected
but some are so predictable
i shall not post any spoiler until
michelle sees it

seriously i dun have any
mood to even post this
i just had to make sure tat the
blog is not that dead

~i need nobody to make me somebody~

... harry potter...

2009-07-11T15:13:00.002+08:00

this is the show that i really wanna watch

and its coming out on the 14th of this month

but tooooooo sad that some ppl wanna watch

in the morning of a working day =.="

cant you just watch it at night

that would be fine

or mayb on the weekends

fine i will just go watch it

on my own

... officially one month more...

2009-07-11T11:44:00.002+08:00

there is onli one more month to
go before i finallly finish my internship
after that you will see lots of post
my complains most of it

now just trying to hang in there
and make sure that i do my very best
cant wait to finish
and have a good rest

in the mean time
let me find something else
to update you guys
when i find something
then i will post it up

so for now just deal with it ok
hehehehe

~i need nobody to make me somebody~

... tagged ...

2009-07-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

all my profile pic :)

apprently i have to update my blog more often

unfortunately i'm not as free as elle !!!!

here it goes

........

~ where did you take your profile picture?

* in my room

~ what exactly are you wearing right now?

* a shorts and a large red t-shirt

~ what is your current problem?

* wanting to finish my internship so badly

~ what makes you happy most?

* hanging out with my high school frens and laughing !!!

~ what's the name of the song your listening to?

* koliber by maksim

~ name someone with the same birthday as you?

* i cant find one tell me when you do :(

~ ever sang in front of a large audience?

* yeah

~ has anyone said you look like a celebrity

* nope ... and i'm glad !!!

~ do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddy tv shows?

* yeah ... it helps me release STRESS !!!

~ do you speak any language?

* english, malay, chinese, and a little of japanese

~ has anyone you've been close with passed away?

* yeah

~ do ytou ever watch MTV

* yes

~ what's something that really annoys you?

* when i cannot get something done

chapter 1

.............

~ middle name

* dun have one and no thanks i dun need one

~ nickname(s)

* kalli starson, kelly

~ current location

* on my bed in my room

~ eye colour

* brown

chapter 2

...........

~ do you live with your parents?

* yes

~ do you get along with your parents?

* yes

~ do you have any siblings?

* yes and 3 of them

chapter 3 : favorites

..........

~ ice cream

* depends on the brand

~ season

* summer (not in malaysia)

~ shampoo

* anything will do

chapter 4 : do you

..........

~ dance in the shower

* no! who does that?

~ do you write on your hand?

* sometimes if it is REALLY important

~ call people back

* i only text them asking if it is important :P

~ believe in love

* yes i think

~ any bad habit

* sitting in front of the computer

~ any mental health problem

* nope

chapter 5: have you

...........

~ broken a bone

* no. i'm not that violent

~ sprained stuff

* yeah my hand when i was younger

~ had physical therapy

* no

~ gotten stitches

* no

~ taken painkillers

* i;m not sure. i just take what the doctor gives :P

~ gone scuba diving or snorkling

* no

~ been stung by a bee

* yes

~ thrown up at a dentist

* eeewww no

~ sworn in front of your parents

* yeah once in fornt of my dad. tat was an accident hehehe

~ had detention

* no such thing. it would be fun though hehehe

~ been called a player/hoe

* no

chapter 6: who/what was the last

...........

~ movie(s)

* transformer : revenge of the fallen in gold class :P

~ three people to text you

* dominic and david

~ person you called

* dad

~ person you hugged

* my mom

~ person you tickled

* no one

~ person you talked to on msn

* lilian

~ thing you touch

* mouse and keyboard

~ thing you ate

* pepperoni pizza

~ things that you drank

* flavoured tea

~ thing you said

* what time u wanna play badminton? to my sis

finally!!!! i was wondering when i would finish it

started to sleep on my lappie =.="

thank god it ended 0_0

~ i need nobody to make me somebody~

...transformer 2 ...

2009-07-03T22:00:00.002+08:00

i finally saw it !!!!
sumore in gold class
it was really awesome
it was worth the money
the movie was really nice
and the chair was like a bed
i almost slept in there
but then i keep wanting to watch the movie
and also the robots was like amazing
i can say much bout it
it is just really amazing

...lost of King of Pop...

2009-06-26T23:22:00.003+08:00

his dead was a shock to the world

the king of pop that touched so many hearts with his songs

even with all the problems that he faced

he still cared for the poor and also the childrens

he will be missed by all of his fans

and he will always be in our hearts

may you rest in peace

~i need nobody to make me somebody~

...transfomer...

2009-06-21T15:36:00.005+08:00

i really wanna watch this movie

and its opening on the 24th

which is next week

and someone is goin to see it with her sister

make sure you dun come and spoil

the surprise

keep it to yourself until i have watched it !!!!

~i need nobody to make me somebody~

...hannah montana the movie...

2009-06-21T15:12:00.002+08:00

i wanted to see what was the show about

i like two of the songs

it was ok not that bad

it does teach you some lesson

it tells us not to forget about

where we come from

and also always remember

the ones that helped us through

even after we have succeded

until next time

signing out ffrm here

~i need nobody to make me somebody~

...terminator...

2009-06-21T15:01:00.003+08:00

my dad wanted to watch this

so when in to watch it

seriously i was totally lost

i oni realize these cute guy seating beside me :P

anyway the story is also abit weird.

the send when back to the past

while the father when to the future

but both of them meet

another strange part is that

the son was older than the father =.="

apprently i got to know from somone

that we are not suppose to understand the story line

until next time

signing out from here

~i need nobody to make me somebody~

...17 again...

2009-06-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

when to watch this show because it was suppose
to be nice and also cause zac guy is in it
anyway the movie like was nice
it had an hidden message in the movie
telling to cherish what we oredi have now
instead of regreting what we have done
and always thinkin how would it be
if you have done it differently

if you haven watched it i recomend that you do

until next time

signing out from here

~i need nobody to make me somebody~

... my 21st party ...

2009-06-15T21:06:00.004+08:00

well i had my party at TGI friday subang parade
it was a nice relaxing dinner and like
michelle said it is cozy
i really liked the food and it was
all CHESSE ...

yum yum ... and i was happy that everyone had a good time
i din not want a very noisy and messy party
it was a really good party

i was sleeping till like 5 in the evening
that when i reached there i was totally BLLUUURRRR !!!!
and then with eva and her another surprise
i can tell you that my heart would
totally jump out if it was able to

anyway then after that we went to sunway
and ... haih what were those ppl doing there
it was so pack with "small kids"

i guess they were utilizing the last two days of

their holidays

so we went back to michelle house
and decided to watch movie
but then her cousins
was watching so we eneded up
goin to SMC and chatting there
it was fun ...

here are the links to that day's pictures
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=265816&id=833230642&saved#/profile.php?id=833230642&v=photos
ENJOY !!!!

~i need nobody to make me somebody~

...keeping alive...

2009-06-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

after so long
i;m still trying to keep
my blog alive

well... thats cause i have no time to update
and also sometimes
i;m just too lazt to update it
hehehe
anyway .... will continue
to update and keep the
blog alive
wiat for my 21st birthday
update this sat or mayb sun

until next time
signing out from here
~i need nobody to make me somebody~

... my dream wedding...

2009-05-30T16:28:00.005+08:00

apparently im suppose to have
my wedding with a hot air ballon
or under the sea 0_o

and people might think that it is crazy

but i will think that its amazing

well ... i like that thought

keeping that thought till i get married

anyway sepaking of hot air ballon

the other day there was hot air ballon

right here ...

everyone was like taking pictures of it

i guess cause u dun see it like everyday

anyway back to the main topic

suddenly i have interest in

wedding gowns ... i'm not sure why

i keep finding like a really different

wedding gown that is not only white

i mean its different than the

traditional big white dress

here is a few of the dresses

and hot air ballon to go with it

until next time

signing out from here

~i need nobody to make me somebody~

... what will become of us?...

2009-05-27T21:46:00.004+08:00

just like what the title says

what will become of us

after so long leaving the school

we still keep in touch

this photo is the proof ...

we are 21 this year

but we still keep in touch

and plan for parties

but what will happen

if we keep growing far apart

what happens if then?

will studies make us grow apart?

or will our working life make us grow apart

hope that will always stay together

forever !!!!

until next time

signing out from here

~i need nobody to make me somebody~

...happy birthday...

2009-05-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

finally found another home
that i think i like
i hope that this house last more longer than
the other one

cause the other house too many ppl knew bout it oredi
so have to run away to a much more
secure place

anyway i will start posting bout
my daily activity soon i guess
i mean like now i'm doing my
internship and also quite tiring
to like work everyday fo rsuch long hours
but dun worry ... i will also post up about my internship
and i hope i can get pictures

so far training is ok
i am surviving and having fun with myself
learning lots of new things
and also practicing myself to be more responsible
somehow during this internship i really wanna
br someone that is more responsible and also
able to complete be independant in anything that i do

well i think this is like the longest post
that i ever wrote ....
i guess its because i dun have anything to do other than
like watching movie and also chatting
heheh
oh yeah must not forget updating my blog
i have no idea howw long i oredi
din write blog and its does feel abit
empty not having somewhere to write
about wat i did and also wat i think
well i guess now i have somewhere
to write bout special events
and also about my feelings

anyway since its like so late and i havent
finish watching my movie and also chatting with frens
i gues this is all i have to say for today

until next time
signing out from here
~i need nobody to make me somebody ~

girl on the move

long time no see

month of may

when will the end be?

~I LOVE YOU ~

hurricane of feelings

i've learnt my lesson

L.E.N.T

when will it be?

marketing test

CNY 2010

chinese new year reunion

for the one that matters

replacement classes 0_0

karma

worst weekend of 2010

i dun need a friend like u

hawaiiiiiiiiiii or boys like girls ???

get a life. like seriously

here we go again

english lecturer so calllll....

it was 5 years ago that

my first time

and the winner is ...

New Year Resoulutions

HAPPY NEW YEAR

my heart

its christmas ...

pictures are up !!!

korea pictures

it was worth it

updating soon

michelle's bday at sunway

michelle's 21st

holiday

its finally here

what a funny answer ^.^

talents

where to keep up with my things ?

study break is here !!!

last day of classes

why did i?

i will be cover

where are you?

coincident

not your golden tickets

after so long

missing you

preview

My Hilton Adventure

... getting ready for kl adventure...

... outing with HR ppl...

... jj's bday last part...

... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JU JINN ...

... smallest steamboat...

... dinner date...

... hate letter to "someone"...

... *thinking*...

... i've watched it !!! ...

... harry potter...

... officially one month more...

... tagged ...

...transformer 2 ...

...lost of King of Pop...

...transfomer...

...hannah montana the movie...

...terminator...

...17 again...

... my 21st party ...

...keeping alive...

... my dream wedding...

... what will become of us?...

...happy birthday...

... thinking...